You, Are Not That Important

Adapted from a friend's note:"You, are not that important."
Every time I visited her blog,
I saw this line on top of the page.
Every time I whispered
in my mind.
"You, are not that important."

A few days ago, I found she changed the line to another one.
I couldn't remember what did she changed it in to,
but I repeated the old one that was already stuck in my brain.

Everyday, I think about myself.
Even when I thought I was thinking for other people,
I wasn't.

"You, are not that important."

For what i know,
I am spoiled,
I am selfish,
I am stubborn as a cow.
and,
I am sick and tired of myself.

"You, are not that important."
(a toy, green brick flows over in front of my eyes)

I just want to be happy.
(the toy has numbers or alphabets on it)

I am sick and tired,
like how I faced math quiz in high schools,
my mind would automatically
shut down and opened another door for another world.
(that's how I see the green brick now)

Escape.
Indirect.
Escape.

Escape.

"You, are not that important."