I really miss you/ 我真的很想妳

我真的很想妳
看到一些感覺相似的人們
我感到莫名思念
這種思念夾雜許多不是只屬於妳的東西
而是很多妳身邊發生的人事物
我想妳的原因很簡單
因為妳已不再歸來
曾經可以這麼衝刺地往前狂奔個數日
如今,we are just ordinary people,
you are just ordinary people.
How boring is that?

有妳在的時候
似乎可以天不怕地不怕
每天早晨醒來看見那青色長出的雜草
就爽快的給他修一修
如今
割個草都想著母親說得話
“記得，運氣會變差甌。“

真的，
很想念妳。
想念妳身邊的所有，
那已經是在過去兩年快三年的日子，
如今
我離開了真的離開
卻又看見那熟悉的真的熟悉
妳過的好嗎？

好，我回答。
真的嗎？我問。
是阿，只是容易疲憊。我回答。
恩，要開心甌。
大屁股阿姨說，
要開開心心，要好好愛。
我說，好。
妳說呢？

I really miss you,
when seeing those people who are similar in the feeling,
I miss you in an extra-ordinarily way.
This kind of thinking contains not just something that belongs to you,
but a lot of things that happened around you.
The reason why I miss you is pretty simple,
because you would never return.
I could run crazily for a couple of days,
but now,
we are just ordinary people.
How boring is that?

When you were around,
it seemed like I was afraid of nothing.
Every morning I woke up and saw those green new-born grass,
I could happily cut them for a while.
Now,
cutting the grass makes me think about what Mother said,
"Remember, it will get bad luck."

Really,
I really miss you.
I miss all of the things surrounded you,
But that were like in the days of more than two or three years,
Now,
I have left and I really left,
but I saw that familiar and that really familiar,
How have you been?

Good, I answered.
Really? I aksed.
Yeah, just getting tired easily. I answered.
Um, be happy oh.
Big ass aunty said,
"Be happy, and love well."
I said, ok.
What about you?